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Saturday, March 19, 2022

Who are YOU?

 Third Sunday in Lent

Who are YOU?



Above, the traditional "Burning Bush" at St. Catherine's Monastery


All right class; name those gods! To review; for the Canaanites god was Baal. The sun goddess of the Hittites was Arinitti and her consort was the weather god Taru. The god of the Amorites, of course was Amaru, son of the sky god. All we know about the Perizzites is that they were a rural people who probably worshipped a host of nature gods but who knows for sure? The Hivites were equally obscure and probably worshipped a bunch of Canaanite deities. The Jebusites worshiped a god by the name of El Elyon, which is close to the name Eli; a name the Israelites used for God. And of course the Egyptians had a pantheon of gods: Osiris, Isis, Horus, and Seth god of chaos, violence, deserts, and storms. Re, of course was the great and exalted sun god.


For every nation on earth the immediate and existential question is who is our god? Who will fight for us and defend our right to exist? And because the answer to that question has always been national in origin, the resulting conflict has led to the rise and fall of many empires and the tragic reality of human bloodshed.


Since the twentieth century we have seen two world wars and subsequently a host of proxy wars fought under the tutelage of Britain, the United States, Russia and China. I hate to say it but here we go again. 


In today’s first lesson, Moses brings us to the central question all history; “Who are YOU?” Moses addresses God in the second person. “YOU”. For the Ancient near eastern mind God is not a he, she, them, or an it. God is YOU. This is a direct encounter not just for us as individuals but for all of us as human beings. 


One day Moses was minding his own business and tending the flock of his father in law, Jethro. An angel brings a message. “I have seen the misery of my people. I know their sufferings, and I have come down to deliver them…to bring them up out of that land to a good and broad land, a land flowing with milk and honey”.


It has always been God’s way, to see our suffering and our misery and in far too often our slavery. It is God who will deliver us and set us free and give us a good land to live in. 


Moses has come to the Holy Mountain of God. He steps aside to see this marvel; the bush that burns but is not consumed. He is standing on Holy Ground. Moses take his sandals off and stands in silent awe. God speaks to Moses and tells him what he already knows somewhere deep in his heart; “I want you to go to Pharaoh and tell him to let my people go”. 


Naturally Moses protests; “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh”. I am sure that behind that question was a concern for his own personal safety. Pharaoh, after all was just another absolutist in the pantheon of absolutists. He did not like being questioned.


But God tells Moses; “I will be with you; and this shall be the sign for you that it is I who sent you: when you have brought the people out of Egypt, you shall worship God on this mountain.”


I’m not sure how reassuring Moses found that “sign”. If it were me, I’d be quaking in my bare feet on the hot burning desert sand. 


Moses works up the nerve to ask this question, “If I come to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your ancestors has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is his name?’ what shall I say to them?”


God said to Moses, “I AM WHO I AM.” He said further, “Thus you shall say to the Israelites, ‘I AM has sent me to you.’”


In Hebrew the Name is rendered “YHWH”. Hebrew scholars have debated for centuries exactly what those four consonants mean. Whatever or however you translate the word, it always comes back to the mystery of BEING. God’s BEING and ours. The Great "I AM” as well as our own somewhat more diminutive “I am”. 


Some say God is whoever God chooses to be at the time. God will deliver us in our time of need. Time and again God is present to us in history. God was there in the time of our ancestors. God was there to bring us out of slavery in Egypt to freedom in the Promised Land. God gave us a Law to live by. 


And in these last days as Christians have always put it, God gave us Jesus to share our suffering and then to rise again in glory.


But back to Moses and this encounter with the Holy of Holies. Back to the Sacred Name and the four consonants “YHWH”. There are no vowels in ancient Hebrew so we have to introduce what scholars call “breathing symbols” 


The translation of the Sacred Name breaks the consonants into two syllables. “YaW” and “WeH”. There is a sense in which the consonants are unpronounceable without breathing symbols. The Holy Name is such that throughout Hebraica we are do not say it. We typically use Adonai or Elohim when we wish to say “God.”


But what if we were to breathe the Name. 

Perhaps the encounter with God is a prayer. 

The Breath Prayer par excellence.

Perhaps “YaH” is the silence inhale.

Pause then exhale “WeH”  


Perhaps the Holiest moment is life is the moment you take your first breath, the breath you take now, and every breath you take until you breathe your last. 


Understood in this way all life is Holy. God is God of all life, God of all Being, God of every human being. 


Taking a human life has always been contrary to the will of God. 

Those who refuse to see all life as holy are delusional children of the Evil One. They become agents of destruction. Paul urgently pleads with us today; “We must not put Christ to the test, as some of them did…and were destroyed by… the destroyer”. This is yet another historic fact. The children of the Evil one are agents of destruction. 


The root of all grounded sanity is in the simple, sacred act of prayer; being and breathing. This is who God is. I AM. And me too. I am too. This is who we all are. 


There is only one God and the only way to Peace is by returning to the Holy One in Prayer. 


If I ask who are YOU? 

The answer is always; “I AM WHO I AM”


In the Name of God; the Most Holy, Undivided and Everlasting Trinity. Amen. 


Fr Paul.


Below are the readings assigned for the Third Sunday in Lent with those words and thoughts highlighted that speak to my heart and soul. 





The Collect:

Almighty God, you know that we have no power in ourselves to help ourselves: Keep us both outwardly in our bodies and inwardly in our souls, that we may be defended from all adversities which may happen to the body, and from all evil thoughts which may assault and hurt the soul; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.


First Lesson: Exodus 3:1-15

Moses was keeping the flock of his father-in-law Jethro, the priest of Midian; he led his flock beyond the wilderness, and came to Horeb, the mountain of GodThere the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire out of a bush; he looked, and the bush was blazing, yet it was not consumed. Then Moses said, “I must turn aside and look at this great sight, and see why the bush is not burned up.” When the Lord saw that he had turned aside to see, God called to him out of the bush, “Moses, Moses!” And he said, “Here I am.” Then he said, “Come no closer! Remove the sandals from your feet, for the place on which you are standing is holy ground.” He said further, “I am the God of your father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob.” And Moses hid his face, for he was afraid to look at God.

Then the Lord said, “I have observed the misery of my people who are in Egypt; I have heard their cry on account of their taskmasters. Indeed, I know their sufferings, and I have come down to deliver them from the Egyptians, and to bring them up out of that land to a good and broad land, a land flowing with milk and honey, to the country of the Canaanites, the Hittites, the Amorites, the Perizzites, the Hivites, and the Jebusites. The cry of the Israelites has now come to me; I have also seen how the Egyptians oppress them. So come, I will send you to Pharaoh to bring my people, the Israelites, out of Egypt.”

But Moses said to God, “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?” He said, “I will be with you; and this shall be the sign for you that it is I who sent you: when you have brought the people out of Egypt, you shall worship God on this mountain.” But Moses said to God, “If I come to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your ancestors has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is his name?’ what shall I say to them?” God said to Moses, “I AM WHO I AM.” He said further, “Thus you shall say to the Israelites, ‘I AM has sent me to you.’” God also said to Moses, “Thus you shall say to the Israelites, ‘The Lord, the God of your ancestors, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, has sent me to you’: This is my name forever, and this my title for all generations.


Psalm 63:1-8

O God, you are my God; eagerly I seek you; *
      my soul thirsts for you, my flesh faints for you,
      as in a barren and dry land where there is no water.
Therefore I have gazed upon you in your holy place, *
      that I might behold your power and your glory.
For your loving-kindness is better than life itself; *
      my lips shall give you praise.
So will I bless you as long as I live *
      and lift up my hands in your Name.
My soul is content, as with marrow and fatness, *
      and my mouth praises you with joyful lips,
When I remember you upon my bed, *
      and meditate on you in the night watches.
For you have been my helper, *
      and under the shadow of your wings I will rejoice.
My soul clings to you; *
      your right hand holds me fast.


Epistle: 1 Corinthians 10:1-13

I do not want you to be unaware, brothers and sisters, that our ancestors were all under the cloud, and all passed through the sea, and all were baptized into Moses in the cloud and in the sea, and all ate the same spiritual food, and all drank the same spiritual drink. For they drank from the spiritual rock that followed them, and the rock was Christ. Nevertheless, God was not pleased with most of them, and they were struck down in the wilderness.

Now these things occurred as examples for us, so that we might not desire evil as they did. Do not become idolaters as some of them did; as it is written, “The people sat down to eat and drink, and they rose up to play.” We must not indulge in sexual immorality as some of them did, and twenty-three thousand fell in a single day. We must not put Christ to the test, as some of them did, and were destroyed by serpents. And do not complain as some of them did, and were destroyed by the destroyer. These things happened to them to serve as an example, and they were written down to instruct us, on whom the ends of the ages have come. So if you think you are standing, watch out that you do not fall. No testing has overtaken you that is not common to everyone. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tested beyond your strength, but with the testing he will also provide the way out so that you may be able to endure it.


Gospel: Luke 13:1-9

At that very time there were some present who told him about the Galileans whose blood Pilate had mingled with their sacrifices. He asked them, “Do you think that because these Galileans suffered in this way they were worse sinners than all other Galileans? No, I tell you; but unless you repent, you will all perish as they did. Or those eighteen who were killed when the tower of Siloam fell on them—do you think that they were worse offenders than all the others living in Jerusalem? No, I tell you; but unless you repent, you will all perish just as they did.”

Then he told this parable: “A man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard; and he came looking for fruit on it and found none. So he said to the gardener, ‘See here! For three years I have come looking for fruit on this fig tree, and still I find none. Cut it down! Why should it be wasting the soil?’ He replied, ‘Sir, let it alone for one more year, until I dig around it and put manure on it. If it bears fruit next year, well and good; but if not, you can cut it down.’”

Monday, November 19, 2018

The Holy Bible and Membership Sunday

Scripture & Membership Sunday



The Church dedicates this Sunday to the Holy Bible.
Trinity Church dedicates this Sunday to Membership and Pledging.

Today’s Collect of the Day invites us to remember the Holy Scriptures; that they are “written for our learning”. Furthermore it enjoins us “so to hear them, read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest them, that we may embrace and ever hold fast the blessed hope of everlasting life”.

Of course that reminds me of a story. When we were first ordained my friend Bernard had an Irish Setter. The dog’s name was Patrick. He was high strung; he seemed impossible to train beyond the basics. He had an insatiable appetite for furniture and when Bernie went about his appointed rounds, he often found the house a shambles when he returned. And so it was that on the eve of Scripture Sunday, which we observe today, Patrick got a hold of Fr Bernard’s new, leather bound edition of  Book of Common Prayer and Hymnal. He ate it. Bernard called me in a fit of exasperation and said that the dog must have known it was Scripture Sunday, because he took to heart and stomach the words “read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest”. Patrick was inwardly digesting the Word of God. Alas, the meal did not seem to improve his temperament.   



“Read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest God’s Word.” Daily to read the Scripture. Here’s a maxim I seek to follow; for every page of the newspaper, for every hour watching the news; read a page, spend an hour dwelling in the Word of God. If you are tired of all the bad news, balance your life with the Good News of God. “Read, mark, learn and inwardly digest” the Holy Scripture!

Follow the Daily Office Lectionary if you wish. Use Forward Day by Day. Spend time with God. Get into it. Read, mark, learn and inwardly digest the Biblical Narrative. Remember the Five Might Acts of God as we rehearse them time and again, remembering God’s decisive action in Salvation History;
The Creation
The Exodus
Jesus
The Church
The Christian Hope
God’s Story and Your Story, inextricably intertwined as you come into Being and especially as you come into your Baptism.

Just look at today’s Scripture. Hannah’s depression, year after year. Unable to produce a male child and then to add insult to injury she had to endure the taunts of Peninnah who enjoyed producing children with ease. Hannah wept bitterly.

In due course she found herself at the Shiloh, a holy place. The episode is recorded with these words; 
“Hannah rose and presented herself before the Lord. Now Eli the priest was sitting on the seat beside the doorpost of the temple of the Lord. She was deeply distressed and prayed to the Lord; “O Lord of hosts, if only you will…remember me, and give to your servant a male child, then I will set him before you…until the day of his death…Eli observed her mouth. Hannah was praying silently…therefore Eli thought she was drunk.”
Hannah remonstrated; 
“No, my lord, I am a woman deeply troubled; I have drunk neither wine nor strong drink, but I have been pouring out my soul before the Lord. Do not regard your servant as a worthless woman, for I have been speaking out of my great anxiety and vexation all this time.” 
Thankfully, Eli understood and honored her words and answered her, “Go in peace; the God of Israel grant the petition you have made to him.”



You and I have been there with Hannah. Out of great vexation of spirit we too have prayed at the Altar of God. Grant us guidance, grant us strength, grant us our petition, our intercession. Grant us our prayer. 

And God always answers our prayers. Sometimes with an abundant “Yes” and at other times with a decisive “No”. 

Jesus had to face the reality of God’s “No” when he prayed; “May this cup may pass from me”. Jesus had to face into the bleak darkness of despair at the prospect of his own death on the cross; “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me”.

How was he to know in his final moments that his suffering was but the vehicle not just for his salvation but for the Salvation of the Whole World?


In today’s Biblical moment, we see Hannah’s despair lead to Hannah’s hope. Her child Samuel is born.  The name literally means “the one I dedicate to God” or “the one who has a close affinity with God”. Hebrew being a symbolic and metaphorical language, the Name Samuel means both and more besides. 

Speaking of holy places and shrines, in today’s Gospel passage we hear that the Disciples are impressed with the great Temple as they enter Jerusalem.
But Jesus is not impressed. Rather he is deeply aware of history. In fact he was an astute observer of the political context in which he lived. He knew that the Romans would destroy the Temple in 70AD. He knew his history and he understood politics. Don’t be misled, he tells us. All kinds of false prophets will arise generation after generation. The simple fact of the matter is that “nation will rise against nation” one age will succeed another with predictable and tiresome succession. Don’t be fooled. 

We live in a time of vexation and distress. Too much water in the East. Not enough in the West. Today our hearts go out to the folks in Paradise, California. Scores dead. More than a thousand missing. Our son Michael lives in Sacramento and like tens of thousands others, he wears a mask when he goes outside, so foul is the air, so dense is the smoke. 

The end of this age as it seems to me, is more likely to be brought upon us by human activity, than it is by some punitive act of God. God is not responsible for climate change, wildfires, rising sea levels. Rather God seeks to save us from ourselves. As John’s Gospel reminds us; “God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him” ~John 3:17

Hannah prayed at Shiloh. Her hope is satisfied with the birth of Samuel.The Disciples come to the Temple in Jerusalem. Jesus body is destroyed but the hope of the world rises again in Glory.

Today’s Epistle says this is what gives us “confidence to enter the sanctuary by…the new and living way that Jesus opened for us… and since we have a great priest over the household of God, let us approach with a true heart in full assurance of faith, with our hearts sprinkled clean…and our bodies washed with pure water.”

It has been my joy and care to serve many congregations in the Episcopal Church, as a member, a seminarian, and a priest.Cindy and I pledge of course. But my membership means more to me than a pledge. It means that I, like Sarah can pour out my soul to God, I can follow Jesus like his disciples did and learn from him. It is not just the buildings in which we worship, but as one of God’s living stones. We are joined heart to heart with one another and with God’s heart in the high Priesthood of Jesus. 

This is what gives us our confidence to approach the Throne of Grace day by day, Sunday by Sunday. So then, take up the holy Scriptures written for our learning: Grant us so to hear them, read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest them, that we may embrace and ever hold fast the blessed hope of everlasting life. Amen.

In the Name of God, the Most Holy, Undivided and Everlasting Trinity. Amen. 

Fr Paul

P.S A Journey to Jesus

A list of congregations that have formed me as a member, seminarian, and priest. 
  1. St James’s, Porter Square 1945-1955, Baptism
  2. St Richard of Chichester, The Westway 1956-1967, Confirmation
  3. St John’s Chapel, ETS 1967-1972, Graduation
  4. St John’s Charlestown 1967-8
  5. St Mary’s Manhattanville, NYC 1968-9
  6. MGH Burns Unit 1969-1971
  7. St Luke’s Malden 1972-1975, Ordination
  8. Christ Church Quincy 1972-1975
  9. Christ Church, Hyde Park 1975-1983
  10. Epiphany Euclid OH 1983-1990
  11. Holy Cross/Faith Memorial, Pawleys Island SC 1991-1992
  12. St Andrew’s Methuen 1991-1994
  13. St Mark’s St Albans WV 1994-2006
  14. St Peter’s Salem MA 2006-2011
  15. St Gabriel’s Douglassville PA 2011-2013
  16. St Paul’s North Andover 2014-2015
  17. St John’s Sandwich MA 2015-2016
  18. Good Shepherd Reading, MA 2016
  19. St Mark’s, Dorchester MA 2016
  20. Trinity Canton 2017
  21. St. Peter's Cathedral 2017
  22. Trinity Haverhill 2018-


Sunday, August 19, 2018

The Case of the Missing Prayer

The Case of the Missing Prayer



There are many pathways to God. As in Thomas Merton’s spiritual classic; the “Seven Storey Mountain”, we wander the vast circumference of our life’s Pilgrimage, until, at last, we come to the Summit. But, is there something missing in our modern spirituality? I love a good mystery, so let me set the stage for the Case of the Missing Prayer!

Toronto was growing like topsy in the 1950’s. When my mom remarried, off we went to Canada. My stepfather had just become the Chief Engineer of the Weston Biscuit Company, Canada’s version of Nabisco. 

The Diocese of Toronto placed a small portable on a plot of ground in our neighborhood, and assigned a young priest to the cure. He canvased the development in which we lived. He dropped by our house and invited us to church. I began to  attend services. 



In the fall of 1960, it came time for me to attend Confirmation classes. Fr Hall was fresh out of seminary, and Honest to God his classes seemed to me like post graduate study. They were rigorous and demanding, with memory work, written essays, and exams.

He used the Socratic method in teaching. One day he asked us what we knew of the seven principal kinds of Christian Prayer. He waited for us to respond. Class?

We ventured to answer; 
Praise
Intercession
Thanksgiving
Penitence (asking for forgiveness)
Those were the obvious ones. What’s missing? I remember squirming, telling myself I should know this stuff, I prayed often. But then I asked myself, was my prayer complete?
“Go on”; he said.
Alas we were stuck.
With a twinkling eye he tapped his foot waiting.
Finally he said; “What about Adoration?”
We replied, “what’s the difference between that and Praise?”
“Aha!” Said he, “what does the Catechism say?”
We were supposed to read the Catechism the night before, but  perhaps we were not so diligent about doing so.
“Adoration” he said, reading from the Prayer Book, “is the lifting up of the heart and mind to God asking nothing more but to enjoy God’s presence.”
Interesting! That made perfect sense to me. Just being in church in the presence of the holy, listening to the Silence and the beauty of an organ prelude, or as a child lying down on my back and watching the passing clouds with a friend assigning faces to the wind swept shapes, “perhaps that’s Lincoln”. Yes, many’s the time I asked nothing more but to be in the presence of God. 
Question; “What the difference between that and Praise?”
Fr Hall referenced the Catechism again; “we Praise God not to ask for anything but because God’s Being draws Praise from us.”
That made sense too. Praise seems more active than Adoration. We often use the word “Praise” in Church as an act of devotion, most notably at the presentation of the Gifts of the People of God at the Offertory. 
“Go on, Fr Hall, what else did we miss?” 
We provided a blank silence.
“Petition,” he said. “You got Intercession, that’s a prayer for someone else. Petition is a prayer to God for yourself.”
That made sense too!
“So, to review,” the kindly priest said, “we have six kinds of prayer so far; Adoration, Praise, Thanksgiving, Petition, Intercession, and Penitence”
“What’s the missing Prayer?” 
For the life of me, I could not think of it. Neither could my classmates. 



“Think!” Fr Hall pressed firmly upon our hearts and minds. 
Nothing! We were baffled. 
Finally I said with a chuckle; “What pray tell, is the missing prayer?” 
“Not so fast,” the young priest said. “Think of Jesus. What was his prayer to God?”
It took a while, but finally he got it out of us. 
The hint had to do with the prayer on the night before he died for us.
Remember, at Gethsemani Jesus prayed; “Let this cup pass from me; yet not what I want but what you want.” ~Matthew 26:39.   
The mysterious word Oblation entered my vocabulary that day. The Catechism teaches; “Oblation is an offering of ourselves, our lives and labors, in union with Christ, for the purposes of God.” 
Interesting. 
In other words, this is a prayer that reverses the order of subject and predicate. In the intimacy of the I-Thou relationship between us, the Prayer of Oblation turns now to to God who looks to us for the answer.
Now we say not what we want of God, but wonder what God wants of us? This is a prayer critical to the development of a mature spiritually.
Or to put that in a way that I finally came to understand, in my own words; “Jesus, you can count on me to do whatever it takes, whatever it is you need me to do for you and for your people.” 
Comes now the Gospel reply;
“Feed my sheep.
Serve my poor.
Visit the sick and those in prison.
Give the outcast a safe place to call home.
Be my Body in and for the sake of the world.
Go, love the world as much as I do and change it and make it look like me.
Do not be afraid, little flock.
I give my life for you. Go, give your lives for others.”

Aha! The Case of the Missing Prayer! 
Answer: Oblation!
It is akin to the stirring declaration of John Fitzgerald Kennedy in his inaugural address; “Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country” 
The Prayer of Oblation declares likewise; “Ask not what God can do for you, ask what you can do for God.”
The tendency of a Consumer Society is to set before God the things we need and want, forgetting what God requires of us; namely, “to do justice,  to love mercy, and to walk humbly with our God”. ~Micah 6:8
Hence the “Missing Prayer”: Oblation. 



Today’s lessons include Solomon’s prayer of Petition to God for the Gift of Wisdom. The Psalmist is full of Thanksgiving as the Psalmist often is. Paul reminds us to Praise God in melody and song. And in the continuing theme of these past few weeks, Jesus is Bread of Heaven, making an offering of himself in union with God for the purposes of God. 

I needn’t remind you of what you do here at Trinity for ACAT, Dinah’s House, The Lower Merrimack Collaborative, the Worship of God and the Service of God’s people. You are an Oblation indeed to God and God’s people. 

And so, class, as Fr Hall would say;  let’s review the Seven Principal Kinds of Prayer 
Adoration
Praise
Thanksgiving
Petition
Intercession
Penitence
And the missing prayer missing no more;
Oblation. 

Mystery solved!

Here we are. Trinity Church in a period of Transition. Praying God send us someone who will join us in this Pilgrimage and offer himself/herself along with each and every one of you as an Oblation, an offering of ourselves, our lives and labors, in union with Christ, for the purposes of God.

In the Name of God, the Most Holy, Undivided, and Everlasting Trinity. Amen.


Fr Paul