Showing posts with label Holiness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Holiness. Show all posts

Monday, October 01, 2018

Jesus and the Pipe Organ

Jesus and the Pipe Organ



“Are any among you suffering? Then you should pray”. ~James 5:13

This morning I invite you to join me in organizing our thoughts around this scripture. The context of the Gospel’s Birth comes out of the reality of life. The Good News is often born in the cradle of much Bad News. 

Just one example. Just one journey. My grandfather died when my mom was little. Apparently my mom saw what happened. It was not a pleasant sight and left an indelible scar. My grandmother went to work in the Sardine factory in Rockland, Maine and then it closed. She had children to take care of. So she migrated to Portland, ME in search of work. This was during the Depression, and there was nothing, so she continued her journey to Somerville, where her brothers and sisters had fled. They lived in a section of the city called “Brickbottom”. They found work in places like Hoods and Schrafft’s and Lever Brothers. It was a hard life, the way they told the story. My grandmother, my mom and uncle, my brother and me lived in a home which my mom managed to buy in Davis Square by scraping together what she could. Apparently my dad was a gambler and my mom was left holding the bag. There were other men in her life; the less said about them the better. Then my dad died at Christmas in 1953. I found myself in a cycle of sadness and my grandmother, God bless her soul, decided to send me to church to see if that would cheer me up. 

I went alone. I can still remember the moment I entered St. James’s, Porter Square, Cambridge. It was a short walk from our home. For a child, the space was enormous. I remember it was a sunny day and the stained glass windows in the church refracted the light of a brilliant morning onto the oaken pews. It was early when I entered the place. We were severely taught to be early. I wandered all the way up to the third pew on what I later learned was the “Gospel Side”. It was there that I could look up into the clerestory of the church and stare into heaven. The vault of the place was appointed with lettering I did not understand. But it was beautiful and unlike anything I had ever seen before. Over the Altar there were three words I could understand; In gold, sacred script they said; “Holy, Holy, Holy” That I understood. I was now in a Holy Place. 



And then something totally unexpected happened. A sound I had never heard before filled the space in which I sat. How was I supposed what it was? Later I learned it was a pipe organ. I was utterly transfixed and transported to another realm. I liked to go to church early so I could hear the pipe organ. It spoke to me in a language without words, but it was an articulate and precise vehicle for communication. I found myself filled mysteriously with tears; a blend of sorrow and joy, but what I was experiencing exactly went beyond my ability to express and certainly well beyond my ability to understand.

In a few minutes more, there was a wonderful parade led by what I thought was a golden cross held high by a teenager. Then came women then men dressed in red and white attire. At the end of the parade there was a man dressed in beautiful robes. I later learned he was the Rector, our priest. He came to our home soon my visit to ask how we were doing. He even asked me how I was doing, and he called me to himself and gave me a hug. He prayed for us and blessed our home. 

Today the scripture says: “Are any among you suffering? Then you should pray.” 

At that time I didn’t know I was suffering. I didn’t know what the word meant. But my priest understood, and he cared about us enough to come to our home and pray with us and to bless us.

I went to church early every week so I could hear the pipe organ, not so much the sermon... I discovered that there was a man partially hidden from sight sitting at the console. He looked very stern and serious as his hands and feet traversed the breadth of the instrument, and when he finished, he sat back, the sound still reverberating though the sacred space and he smiled ever so slightly. For me, this was pure joy. 

At the end of the service it happened all over again. The congregation fled the space after they greeted the Rector, but some few stayed behind, like me to listen. Some approached the organist to watch. Once someone motioned for me to come forward.  It was amazing to see the blur with which his hands pressed the keyboard and pushed buttons. His legs danced across the foot pedals with exact precision. Then I spied the music spread out before his eyes and it only added to my sense of awe; how in heaven’s name did he know what he was doing? He had to translate the notes on that page into the music we listen to in our pews. And somehow, the entire experience brought me to a healing place where God could touch my soul.

“Are any among you suffering? Then you should pray.” 

One day someone else stood behind a magnificent brass Eagle which held high The Word of God. I heard the story of the time Moses came across the burning bush. Moses was also transported by the experience. He stepped aside to see this wonder. And a Voice came from the Burning Bush and said; “Moses, take the shoes from off your feet, for the ground on which you are standing is holy ground” Then God said; “Go down Moses, and tell Old Pharaoh, to let my people go”.

True enough, when I entered the church, the usher would kindly remind me to take my Red Sox cap off my head out of respect for God. Later when I went with Louis Rosenthal to his Synagogue, I learned to cover my head with a yarmulke out of respect for God. Much later, when I entered the Dome of the Rock in Jerusalem, I took the shoes from off my feet for the very ground on which I stood was holy ground. 



And so I learned the Godly lesson; “Are any among you suffering? Then you should pray.” James goes on to say; “The prayer of the righteous is powerful and effective.” 

This week we welcome my friend Jackson Borges as a special guest. He is our organist this morning and later today he will play a concert for us. He is even going to play something special for me, a favorite piece by Johann Sebastian Bach. 

We celebrate the gift of this pipe organ. We thank God for those who built it, for those who tuned it and those who play it. We rejoice with David and Janet King and the choir in the music they sing and play and for all God gives us. We thank God for the generosity of the Harold and Beatrice Rogers Memorial Organ Recital Fund that makes this weekend possible.

“He who sings prays twice” as St. Augustine is reputed to have said. If you suffer, pray, if you suffer, sing, and pray twice, make music; love God. Love one another. 

My family came a long, long way out of poverty. Every one of us has a story to tell of how we have come from suffering and into the healing presence of God. Many of us still suffer; family and friend alike. This is why we are to pray. “The prayer of the righteous is powerful and effective.”

It is interesting that today’s first lesson reminds us about human suffering. Esther told the king about her people. “We have been sold, I and my people, to be destroyed, to be killed, and to be annihilated.” Yes taken to extremes this is what happens to foreign folk all through history. We only have to remember Nazi Germany to know that the potential is always there for human holocaust if we remain silent. 

Never forget where you have come from, because there are others now coming to our shores for the same reason we did in our time. We were looking for hope when we came from Maine to Somerville. We just wanted to work. And to provide for their families. 



I’ve told you this before. My grandmother complained about foreigners; especially Irish and Italian foreigers. There were too many of them. They were dirty and accounted for most of the crime in the city. Somehow foreign folk always get treated shabbily. 

The harshness with which we sometimes view one another is a matter of urgent concern to Jesus. In today’s Gospel, he warns us: “If any of you put a stumbling block before one of these little ones who believe in me, it would be better for you if a great millstone were hung around your neck and you were thrown into the sea.” 

Is Jesus overstating the case or is Jesus King of all peoples?  Remember when God looks at the world, God sees with a precision far more exact than any telescope can see the universe and with far more intimacy than any microscope can delve into the human heart. 

When God makes music it is with a length and breadth that the finest pipe organ can only intimate. Mind you, the pipe organ does a pretty good job at the intimation if you were to ask me.

If you suffer, remember to go to the Holy Place and pray. Listen to the music. Listen to the music of your life and God will make you whole. God will make us all whole.

In the Name of God, the Most Holy, Undivided, and Everlasting Trinity. Amen.


Fr Paul.

Monday, April 09, 2018

Holy Doubt

Holy Doubt



Allow me to introduce you to The Rt. Rev. Alexander Stewart, Bishop of Western Massachusetts from 1970-1984. He was always in a hurry, like I imagine the Apostle Paul might have been. There wasn’t a moment to loose. There are churches to visit, clergy and laity to train, conflicts to be resolved, and sermons to be preached. He always brought something for his listeners to read; homework, if you will. I first met him at a meeting of the Clerical Club of Boston. I was still “wet behind the ears” just breaking into my life as a parish priest. But I was impressed with our guest from the “other diocese” in the Commonwealth. He rose up to speak to us. He began with conviction and confidence.

His question; “What is the holiest moment of the Eucharist?
There were various answers.
Most of us ventured; “The moment at the altar rail when we receive the sacrament” That seemed reasonable, but Alex gave us a curt and corrective reply; “No!”
Someone else said; “Perhaps when we sing; Holy, Holy, Holy?” “No!”
Another proposed; “When we read the Gospel of Jesus?” NO!”
“When we offer the gifts of God for the people of God at the Altar of God?” “Absolutely not!!!”
Others ventured reasonable answers, but because he said “No” to all of them, we were reduced to guesswork.
We were puzzled and perplexed, at least I was.

Alex paused, and when he was sure he had our full attention he said; “The holiest moment of the Eucharist is the moment you leave the church. That’s when we find out what difference it makes for us to have been in touch with the Holy. For it is in the lives we live when we leave the church that the Gospel really comes to light!” 



Of course, you want to walk as a child of the light. And so do I. That’s what brings us together week by week. Like campers by a campfire, we sing our songs, we tell our stories, we bask in the warmth and glow of the fires of God. Then we set out for another week to our appointed rounds, we are confronted once again by reality, bruised by the rough and tumble of it, and then return to the warm, loving ring of fire: the Gospel of Jesus. Our spirits restored, we venture forth to life, to live it once more. We live the rhythm of it breathing in and breathing out the Breath of God in our lives.

The Collect of the Day prays us to be the ones who bear the “new covenant of reconciliation” in this world because “we have been reborn into the fellowship of Christ’s Body.” This is precisely what the Church is called to be, something born anew to the living hope of reconciliation. 

Still you and I know that the work and ministry of reconciliation can wear you down. Just try to negotiate peace in a family torn apart by feuds and hard feelings, try to be one who mediates a community of any sort in the midst of controversy or conflict. Is conversation even possible between Republicans and Democrats nowadays? Liberals and Conservatives? The two Koreas? Israel and Palestine? And so on and so on...

It is no wonder we come back together as we do today, to hear the words of Jesus; “Peace be with you.” Quiet your hearts. Quiet the raging seas; hush, peace, be still. Be like Jesus asleep astern in the boat. Or as the Psalmist says; “It is God who makes wars to cease in all the world. God breaks the bow and shatters the spear. Be still and know that I am God.” ~Psalm 46, and again, “For God alone my soul in silence waits.” ~Psalm 62 



I believe that if Jesus were to stand at a joint session of Congress, he might begin with what the Psalmist says today.  “Oh, how good and pleasant it is, * when the people live together in unity!”

As good an idea as that might be, how can it really be that way? It didn’t last long in the church did it? Remember how it was in the beginning? We are told in the in today's reading from the Acts of the Apostles that “the whole group … was of one heart and soul, and no one claimed private ownership … but everything they owned was held in common… There was not a needy person among them, for everything they had was laid it at the apostles' feet, and…was distributed to each as any had need.” Sadly, that didn’t last long.

Thomas hadn’t even gotten that far according to today’s Gospel, did he? How could he? He wasn’t there? He had not experienced what the others experienced. To his eternal credit, he was an honest man. He stated his doubt in a flat footed manner; "Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.” 

Likewise Jesus was equally direct with Thomas, just like the time he knocked Paul off his high horse. He came and stood in their midst and showed him his hands and his feet…and to confront the doubt straight on he said; "Put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Do not doubt but believe.”

That’s when it came to Thomas in the experience of the Risen One; "My Lord and my God!”

As it was for Thomas, so it is for many of us. “How can this be?” My stepfather allowed as to how there probably was a God, nice of him to allow that.  He just could not bring himself to believe in the Resurrection.  Nor could my mother. She was a difficult and feisty woman and we loved her even though there were times it was difficult to do so. More than once I told my stepfather; “For living with my mother, you’re going to heaven whether you want to or not!”



Neither of them understood why I wanted to go into the church. What’s to understand? Nothing satisfies me more than to stand in your midst and proclaim the Gospel of the Risen Jesus or to be at the Altar of God and be in your midst as Christ becomes present to us in this Sacrament. All of which is incomprehensible to so many. 

What makes faith possible for me, is not so much the intellect, it is the heart. It is because I loved them and love them still that I can entrust them to the keeping of God…all of them; my mom, my dad, my stepfather and all my ancestors. This is what makes faith possible it seems to me, and I believe that this is why Jesus told us to love one another on that last night when we ate together. When we love one another, then faith becomes possible and belief follows.

As important as all this faith and believing is to me nothing is as important, nothing so holy as what happens as we go forth from this sacred space into that sacred space. It is when we leave here and go forth from this fellowship to live the life Jesus commands us to live. In the magnificent words of John’s First Letter which we read today; “We declare to you what was from the beginning, what we have heard, what we have seen with our eyes, what we have looked at and touched with our hands…This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light and in him there is no darkness at all…if we walk in the light as he himself is in the light, we have fellowship with one another.”

This is what keeps us together as we go forth from this place into the Holy of Holies! The World! It is for the sake of the World that Jesus came into our midst, and it is for the sake of the World that Jesus sends us out to do the work we have been given to do. 

What it boils down to these days is Soup kitchens, homeless shelters, day care, music enrichment, recovery programs; these are the the efforts that find their home in many an Episcopal Church these days. We are finding our way to the mission Jesus commanded of us; on behalf  of those in need and the vulnerable in our midst. It is in the broken lives of those we know and love when we share our faith in the stories we tell. Perhaps then there will be faith and belief. Show them your wounds and your faith and then they may believe!

For me, Holy Week and Easter at Trinity Church was a time of heightened awareness of God. Never before in my ministry have I appreciated music, prayer, ritual, reading of scripture in the same way as I have here with you. Thank you.

Still when we roll up our sleeves after we’ve done all that...as Alex Stewart said...it is when we leave this place that we discover what holiness of life is, come nine o’clock on Monday morning!

In the Name of God the Most Holy, Undivided, and Everlasting Trinity. Amen.


Fr Paul 




Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Take time to be Holy

Tuesday in Holy Week. If ever there were a time to be holy, this would be it.

Take Time to Be Holy



Take time to be holy,
speak oft with thy Lord;
abide in him always,
and feed on his word.
Make friends of God's children,
help those who are weak,
forgetting in nothing
his blessing to seek.
Take time to be holy,
the world rushes on;
spend much time in secret
with Jesus alone.
By looking to Jesus,
like him thou shalt be;
thy friends in thy conduct
his likeness shall see.
Take time to be holy,
let him be thy guide,
and run not before him,
whatever betide.
In joy or in sorrow,
still follow the Lord,
and, looking to Jesus,
still trust in his word.
Take time to be holy,
be calm in thy soul,
each thought and each motive
beneath his control.
Thus led by his spirit
to fountains of love,
thou soon shalt be fitted
for service above.
   ~A Mennonite Hymn